As I have stated on this subject in the previous years I am making a Zen excercise of this endevour.
At some personal risk I should explain. There is a possibility that I will p.ss my Zen trainer off in a serious manner keeping bothering him on this subject.
On the other hand, this work (his, not mine) is a work of importance.
My life would maybe be a bit easier if more people would participate in ringing this bell but than Zen and easy living is not very congruent it seems. Or maybe I have not progressed enough in my training. I will keep it up - my training and will patiently await if results will bloom.